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About Me Member Wise Ass ReinDelaKai16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Months
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Name: ReinDelaKai
occupation: Obsessive anime/maga otaku...

touchy subject

Sun Dec 13, 2009, 4:16 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Hear me now- Framing Hanley
  • Drinking: Dr.Pepper
Okay well this journal might be a bit lengthy but we'll see how that goes. And forgive m if i go a bit emo on this.

well, I was at a party earlier today and I was called a fag or Gay.... honestly That is one of the reasons I hate being a teenager on the south. Myself esteem is extremely low as it is. I have been called a man, confused for a man. or told I need a sex change =.=' honestly, am i that ugly? i mean I know I am probably being a cry baby about it but it still hurts to hear it. and this has made my teen years. HELL! my middle school years sucked. the fact I have an interest in anime has given more reason to tease and make fun of me. I go to an extremely small school so you might think the drama would cease. heck no! it make things worse actually.
Now this isn't the first time i have been called gay. have since I was about 12. yeah I know right. My parents and I don;t really get alone. My mom thinks I'm a lesbian and its getting old. I'm the girl that's never noticed and I'm okay with it but people noticed that I;m un- notice... I know that's an oxymoron but still I am just not one of this girls that dresses perfect for school or goes on a date every night. is that a crime? to enjoy staying in on a Friday or Saturday night to watch a movie or play video games...alone? see the town I live in, if you single you apparently gay.. I hate it here.
what sucks though is I don't ever feel like a girl. All my friends dress so girlie and there I am in jeans and a T-shirt. for once I'd like to feel otherwise. gawd im so depressed i can barely type. X.X

My teachers are no help they always say how I should dress nicer. maybe wear make up more often. Sorry I like to sleep longer than the others. I just...thin I would be better as a hermit. I just feel so alone in my world. out of my high school 3 people talk to me. and 2 of them aren't there the first half of the day.

I am angry all the time. I just wish people we nice to me in real life rather than just here... well I am going to end your suffering no sorry to take up your time.

~Rein

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: a closet lol
  • Interests: Art -Cosplay -Anime
  • Favourite movie: Interview with a Vampire
  • Favourite band or musician: U2, Utada, MCR, Evanescence, SUPERBUS
  • Favourite genre of music: J-pop/rock, punk
  • Favourite artist: El greco
  • MP3 player of choice: me colbey mp3
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts II
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: ULQUI-CHAN!!!!!haha and Riku and Ukitake
  • Personal Quote: Woah...was that a blender???

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:iconmiuxgrimmjow1:
thanks 4 the :+fav:

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>///< thanks for the nice comment.
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Thanks for the :+fav:!~ :]

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thanks for the watch > 3 <

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Thankies for the fav!

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:iconmiuxgrimmjow1:
hey can you make me an icon like yours cuz its awesome!!!! :D
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sure thing beh beh
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Sorry this is extremely late, but thank you for watching! :D

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Haha XD no problem and you live in Japan noa!> no Fairz!

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